Monday, December 12, 2011

For I will forgive their wickedness and will remember their sins no more

Hebrews 10

I think it is safe to say that every day I sin multiple times.   First and foremost is the command to love.  I don't do this.  I don't love as God commands me to love.  This manifests itself in a crummy attitude at work.  If I loved as God commands me to love, I would not be disgruntled every time someone asked me to do something - I would not think to myself "I don't want to do that".  If I loved as God commands me to love then I would not be saying these things to myself let alone to others with whom I work would I? 

And this example is just the beginning.  I badly need Jesus as he is discussed in Hebrews.  Because I sin as often as I do, I need His forgiveness to move forward without being enslaved by sin and regret.  I also need His forgiveness as a way to invite Him even more so into my heart so that I can experience the true heart and transformation that comes with a life dedicated to loving and following Him.

9 Therefore, brothers and sisters, since we have confidence to enter the Most Holy Place by the blood of Jesus, 20 by a new and living way opened for us through the curtain, that is, his body, 21 and since we have a great priest over the house of God, 22 let us draw near to God with a sincere heart and with the full assurance that faith brings, having our hearts sprinkled to cleanse us from a guilty conscience and having our bodies washed with pure water. 23 Let us hold unswervingly to the hope we profess, for he who promised is faithful.

My Prayer: Lord, Your sacrifice means more than anything else I can ever desire in my life.  There is nothing that compares - no person, earthly thing or earthly circumstance in which I may find myself can ever compare to the richness and the blessing of Your sacrifice for me.  Yet I often take this for granted and I don't draw close to you and I don't trust you or follow you.  Jesus please please forgive me.  Help me fix my eyes on You and help me be a true servant of God.